Rough Edges

Bad at feeling good enough,
So I ride the wave that I don’t surf,
Said I’d quit but I’m here with the puff puff,
Old habits really do die tough,

Procrastinator, so I put everything off,
My mind hasn’t learnt the skill – still over thought,
Myself that’s what’s being sought,
Forgave all my crossers – no feelings were caught,

Life goes on past the troubles,
Troubles come with company so I crumble,
Gifted hands? So why do I always fumble?
World forcing me to pick myself up from the rubble,

Nothing can upset me more than me,
Open-minded but does that mean my mind is free?
And are our eyes really three?
Crazy about you but I don’t let my mind flee.

Mind Space

If my mind was a universe,
You’d be surprised what’s floating around,
Hoping all the bad will pass,
Discrete loudness sometimes is the sound,
Distraction is that fine ass,
Commitments I don’t wanna be bound,
Still wanna make it las’,
Seemingly she keeps on gaining ground,

But I got more shit to worry about,
Like my nigga trying to go out, (suicide)
Life’s troubles catching up with him,
And I’m the most caring ever seen,
I care more than I should,
Showing him why life so good,

Still doesn’t seem enough,
Why do you act so tough,
More is what I puff,
Hoping one day we can all laugh,
Don’t blame me if I give up,
Tis just a preview like the first lap.