Dopamine

I can’t stop checking my phone,
Any plans? Don’t wanna stay home,
Smoking all this weed to stay in zone,
Loving on her so that I don’t feel alone,

Why can’t I be happy by myself?
Why can’t I be happy with myself?
Can’t stay in my own head for a few,
Only think of hating myself what’s new?

All the promises to myself I don’t keep,
To family and friends part of the heap,
Feel like a complete fuck up,
Losing the race in the last lap,

All this stress I end up escaping,
Said last time was last for coping,
No more drugs I was hoping,
Will I ever be stopping?

I can’t stop checking my phone,
Any plans? Don’t wanna stay home,
Smoking all this weed to stay in zone,
Loving on her so that I don’t feel alone.